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Writer's pictureRajan Chauhan

I am Mean and I am Bad

I won't begin with enumerating all the remarkable moments of the day, Suyash, but I simply must convey my heartfelt apologies for my past ill treatment and lack of respect toward you.You've consistently been exceptionally kind to me, yet I've perpetually found fault in you.


I'm overwhelmed with remorse, and it's completely justified!You see, I'm not exactly what you'd call a "people's person." Back in school, I was an exceedingly introverted child, scarcely making any friends or attempting to broaden my social horizons.I'm incredibly materialistic, and I admit I have my fair share of hygiene quirks.


I'm quite territorial and fiercely guard my personal space.It's essential to comprehend that, in reality, I might come across as rather dull.Perhaps it's my unyielding ambition or perhaps my past has shaped me this way.I'm not one for profanity or wild revelry. I'm not adept at instant friendships; I require time to cultivate meaningful connections.Getting along with me and forging a connection can be quite the challenge.


However, I can promise to be a loyal companion, ready to share and support you in every way, given a bit of patience and understanding.Take, for example, your kind act of ensuring my attendance with the QR Proxy in the morning while I was cozily nestled in bed – thank you for that.


Your late-night dash to the store to fetch something to aid my health recovery, and your tireless effort to accompany me to the wellness center at 2 AM until the early hours, mean more to me than words can express.Honestly, I'm not sure how else to convey my gratitude.I do acknowledge that, even with your unwavering goodness towards me, there may still be times when I'm irritable, and disagreements arise, when we struggle to find common ground.


During such moments, please remind me that I'm not in the comfort of my home, but in a harsh and unforgiving world outside.


Encourage me to find common ground and compromise, and recount the times you've been my savior.So, once again, my heartfelt apologies and an enormous thank you!


P.S. How could I possibly forget to mention the other stalwarts: Shaswath, Kartik, Raaghav, and the two others who accompanied me to the wellness center?


Thank you, guys; I love you all.You are the most fantastic friends I've made in college – supportive, kind, and incredibly helpful.

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