I am stupid , slap me beat me . How could I do this ? How could I set up a date between my friend whom I have a crush on and love her more than anyone could , to a complete random guy who is not even my close friend.....like how.....?
I did it jokingly but what the fuck dude ? It actually got true..? Am I stupid or what....
I myself messed up .....Am dumbfuck......
And Now it hurts....it hurts leaving her , As I don't wanna force anything on her....I just want to be happy.... the thing is it hurts , alot to lose someone whom who you have made an instant connection with and shared a lot in few weeks.....Fuckkkk Mee and got so close together....
I don't rant here......it's just that I have a badluck.....nor I can undo or change anything....fuck me.
I'll miss you !
Ily
PS: am gonna cry , stupiddddd mee
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