I'm feeling really lost and scared today. I don't know what but something is troubling me deep down. I watched a video by warikoo yesterday and it got me thinking about how I need to narrow down my choices and take time to select and work on something that suits me. He said that the problem with my generation is that we have everything in abundance and we don't need to work hard to get it. Everything is free or easily accessible, which kind of makes us lazy and spoiled.
I don't know if he's right, but it made me question myself. Am I wasting my time and potential? Am I missing out on something better? Am I settling for less than I deserve? I feel like I have so many options, but none of them really excite me or make me happy. I feel like I'm just going through the motions, without any passion or joy.
Sometimes I wish I could just escape from this reality and go to a paradise where everything is perfect and beautiful. Maybe I should buy a VR headset and go lost in space. Maybe there I could find some peace and happiness. Maybe there I could forget about my problems and worries.
But then again, maybe that's not the answer. Maybe that's just another way of avoiding my issues and running away from my responsibilities. Maybe that's just another form of escapism and addiction. Maybe that's just another way of wasting my life.
I don't know what to do. I don't know what I want. I don't know who I am.
I'm sorry for this depressing blog post, but I just needed to vent and get this off my chest. Maybe some of you can relate to what I'm going through.
Or maybe not.
Maybe I'm just talking to myself.
Maybe no one is listening.
PS: It's just one of the bad day but don't know Y.
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